Nothing left for the gods to give god forgive me I’m lost again here sitting with these thoughts again bottles empty when they tempt me couple sips and I felt free still standing on unsteady legs a heavy head giving me neck pains next day I’ll be the same jumped in a bottle cus I thought it could sustain but left nothing behind but bloody red stains a blank memory and a bad new day lost to my ways like so many others hand on my heart cus nobody loves us scars all around from times I got low smile on my face but inside it’s cold that warm embrace ya feel is not so I’d say that I lost it but I never had hope there's something in the water the body of a pauper the banshee is calling with her I must go lost to my ways like so many others hand on my heart cus nobody loves us laughter dies down tears soon follow when the drink dries up get drunk from the sorrow cry to the birds and the bees and swallows cry cus the earth beneath my feet feels hollow cry with the wind when it wails on the Morrow cry just to cry then cry tears of sorrow hand on my heart cuz nobody loves down on my luck getting comfy in the gutter no helping hand ever help me to stand I’m a wretched man born bred for a struggle catch a break that’ll be the day the going gets easy I see no trouble so wish good fortune on the unfortunate when it rains it pours and clouds don’t pass

LYRICS Smokey days came then exhaled Shakey ground had me pulling weight Trips around estates I weren’t keen to stay but if peer pressure hears your name called you don’t have a say And if the shades call you don’t say your name And if them lights flash then we taking chase go head and light that smoke until your brains That’s the tone of my home it’s all Hopeful dreams of getting outta life alive Unholy schemes utilized to try survive Get out the dirt easy nah you’d be surprised cus when golds in the soil it’s so hard to say goodbye Once more to be a fool walking school through the foggy dew dumb know it all flying blind stop peeking out that window mind your business close them blinds Parasites been sucking blood I’m pale white like the sky I’m conflicted in this life good heart but bad intentions I’m afflicted by my times Fucks a job role models not about got left behind excuse excuses but I plead play the victim pay the price Laughing crying silent I’m addicted to the lies I’m too spiteful breaking bread forgiveness shit is not my style came out the womb with a chip on my shoulder my demise my oh my Father drinking mother crying night time lullabies what am I paying for praying for better times heavy eyes steady hands waiting way more happy days never came anyways nothing changed vacate from myself on my heart there’s a strain what am I paying for praying for better times heavy eyes steady hands waiting way more happy days never came anyways nothing changed vacate from myself on my heart there’s a strain

LYRICS Bless me god when you test me I been less of a man since shit got tough Check me when I get empty when this heads heavy and I feel like life’s too tough bless me devils they tempt me tryna convince me your the one that’s crooked been walking this desert looking for you come quench my thirst down and out nobody knows you when you're down and out loud and proud I’m shouting out fuck anybody than me just me and myself bad company so it’s fuck life till death comes for me gonna cut ties lest you got love for me Paleboy got the vision day ones stay committed the pay off coming quick when i said what I said ya it is what it is I got plans for my family struggling I got mad dreams of us living untroubled by the things that had us in fear I’m a humble king nothing lavish round here knockadali on death's door I don’t got no fear fuck an apology no I am not sincere do what you wanna do I don’t got no care don’t come around here acting like you been there from the start when you’ve licked your last arse and got nowhere hand on my heart you are not in here devils in my ear talk shit but now shits clear gods got me im good got lots you need to hear Slick with the words that I spit from a verse the first time I wrote some shit it was back in 2013 same time I was slacking never in school outside I was snapping social workers tryna take me away but godknows wasn’t gonna let that happen I don’t got time to be waiting for none all my life been patient hoping one day shit might change for the best but I’m 22 now and shits looking hopeless drinking smoking sleeping waking up each day to go through the motions pleasure with pain I pay through the nose measure my worth with silver and gold both of which I got none of is it enough that I’m getting by nothing in the fridge is edible I’m past the point of giving a shit about rap if the cash is light and they say be grateful for the roof over your head but that shit caved in aswell sometimes I don’t feel so swell long nights getting no sleep cold sweats past mistakes cause me some regrets thoughts weigh heavy on my head stand unsteady on my legs many old friends went downhill ever since then I been looking for a one way ticket all expenses paid get away from the city that raised me hateful thoughts wanna bother me daily bless me god when you test me I been less of a man since shit got rough check me when I get empty when this heads heavy and I feel like life’s too tough bless me devils they tempt me tryna convince me your the one that’s crooked been walking this desert still looking for you come quench my thirst